I was making plans with John for this weekend to put up all the Christmas decorations. He got them all out this last weekend, but I was feeling pretty poopy for much of it. (I eventually had to just give myself sleeping pills on Sunday to knock myself out. It worked. I slept all day and all night and I feel much better.) It was so funny though, because after we had made all these plans, about a couple of hours later I started laughing because I remembered "I've got chemo this week!" The funny part wasn't the fact that I remembered I had chemo THIS week. The funny part was that I had forgotten I had chemo ever. I looked at John and said "I don't know what I was thinking, duh, I won't be able to do the Christmas stuff with you this weekend!" He looked at me confused and was finally like "Uh... why?" And I was all "Um... I've got cancer?" He busted out laughing and said "Ohhhh yeeaahhh...". All this to say, we have gotten pretty spoiled by this 3 week break. It probably helps that I have tons of energy right now. Really?!?! My body had to wait till almost midnight to get a ton of energy?!? Where was it all this weekend, huh? Stupid body...
Anyways, it was nice to have a break from all drama, even if it was only in mind and for a few hours:) (and John's too) And just to think!! I'll have a 3 week break after this one too! Then back to the grind... (the grind as in every other week again)
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